Chapter LIII

uddālaka uvāca |
apāraparyantavapuḥ paramāṇvaṇureva ca |
cidacetyā tadākrāntau na śaktā vāsanādayaḥ || 1 ||
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manaḥ śemuṣyahaṃkārapratibimbairjaḍendriyaiḥ |
vāsanāvitatāḥ śūnyā vetālatrāsanodyatāḥ || 2 ||
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tatkṛtebhyo vicārebhyo'nubhūtebhyo'pi bhūriśaḥ |
bhūyo'pyanubhavatyantarahaṃ hi cidalepikā || 3 ||
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svadurbhāvoparacitāṃ dehaḥ saṃsārasaṃsthitim |
gṛhṇātvatha tyajatu vāpyahaṃ hi cidalepikā || 4 ||
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cito na janmamaraṇe sarvagāyāścitaḥ kila |
kiṃ nāma mriyate janturmāryate kena vāpi kim || 5 ||
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cito na jīvitenārthaḥ sarvātmā sarvajīvitam |
kiṃ prāpsyati kadātmaiṣā prāyatā yadi jīvitam || 6 ||
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jīvyate mriyate ceti kuvikalpakamālinī |
kalanā manasāmeva nātmano vimalātmanaḥ || 7 ||
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yo hyahaṃbhāvatāṃ prāpto bhāvābhāvaiḥ sa gṛhyate |
ātmano nāstyahaṃbhāvo bhāvābhāvāḥ kuto'sya te || 8 ||
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ahaṃbhāvo mudhā moho manaśca mṛgatṛṣṇikā |
jaḍaḥ padārthasaṃbhāraḥ kasyāhaṃkārabhāvanā || 9 ||
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raktamāṃsamayo deho mano naṣṭaṃ vicāraṇāt |
jaḍāścittādayaḥ sarve kuto'haṃbhāvabhāvanā || 10 ||
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ātmaṃbharitayā nityamindriyāṇi sthitānyalam |
padārthāśca padārthatve kuto'haṃbhāvabhāvanā || 11 ||
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guṇā guṇārthe vartante prakṛtau prakṛtiḥ sthitā |
sadeva sati viśrāntaṃ kuto'haṃbhāvabhāvanā || 12 ||
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sarvagaṃ sarvadehasthaṃ sarvakālamayaṃ mahat |
kevalaṃ paramātmānaṃ cidātmaiveha saṃsthitaḥ || 13 ||
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evaṃ kimākṛtiḥ ko vā kimādeśaśca kiṃkṛtaḥ |
kiṃrūpaḥ kiṃmayaḥ kohaṃ kiṃ gṛhṇāmi tyajāmi kim || 14 ||
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tenāhaṃ nāma nehāsti bhāvābhāvopapattimān |
anahaṃkārarūpasya saṃbandhaḥ kena me katham || 15 ||
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asatyalamahaṃkāre saṃbandhaḥ kasya kena kaḥ |
saṃbandhābhāvasaṃsiddhau vilīnā dvitvakalpanā || 16 ||
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evaṃ brahmātmakamidaṃ yatkiṃcijjagati sthitam |
sadevāsmi tadevāsmi pariśocāmi kiṃ mudhā || 17 ||
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ekasminneva vimale pade sarvagate sthite |
ahaṃkārakalaṅkasya kathaṃ nāmodayaḥ kutaḥ || 18 ||
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nāstyeva hi padārthaśrīrātmaivāstīha sarvagaḥ |
padārthalakṣmyāṃ satyāṃ ca saṃbandhosti na kasyacit || 19 ||
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indriyairindriyairaṃgairmano manasi valgati |
cidaliptavapuḥ kena saṃbandhaḥ kasya kiṃ katham || 20 ||
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upalāyaḥśalākānāṃ saṃbandho na yathā mithaḥ |
tathaikatrāpi dṛṣṭānāṃ dehendriyamanaścitām || 21 ||
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asadabhyutthite vyarthamahaṃkāramahābhrame |
mamedamidamasyeti viparyastamidaṃ jagat || 22 ||
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atattvālokajāteyamahaṃkāracamatkṛtiḥ |
tāpena himalekheva tattvāloke vilīyate || 23 ||
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ātmano vyatirekeṇa na kiṃcidapi vidyate |
sarvaṃ brahmeti me tattvametattadbhāvayāmyaham || 24 ||
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ahaṃkārabhramasyāsya jātasyākāśavarṇavat |
apunaḥsmaraṇaṃ manye nūnaṃ vismaraṇaṃ varam || 25 ||
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samūlaṃ saṃparityajya cirāyāhaṃkṛtibhramam |
tiṣṭhāmyātmani śāntātmā śaratkhaṃ śaradīva khe || 26 ||
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dadātyanarthanicayaṃ vistārayati duṣkṛtam |
vistārayati saṃtāpamahaṃbhāvonusaṃhitaḥ || 27 ||
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sphuratyahaṃkāraghane hṛdvyomni salilātmani |
vikasatyabhitaḥ kāyakadambe doṣamañjarī || 28 ||
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maraṇaṃ jīvitopāntaṃ jīvitaṃ maraṇāntagam |
bhāvo'bhāvādvyavacchinnaḥ kaṣṭeyaṃ duḥkhavedanā || 29 ||
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idaṃ labdhamidaṃ prāpsyāmītyārtirdāhakāriṇī |
na śāmyatyarkaratnānāṃ grīṣme'gniriva durdhiyām || 30 ||
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nāstīdamidamastīti cintā dhāvatyahaṃkṛtim |
jaḍāśayā jaḍāmabhramālā śailāvalīmiva || 31 ||
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ahaṃbhāve parikṣīṇe śuṣkaḥ saṃsārapādapaḥ |
bhūyaḥ prayacchatyaraso na pāṣāṇavadaṃkuram || 3 ||
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svatṛṣṇākṛṣṇabhoginyo dehadrumakṛtālayāḥ |
kvāpi yānti vicārātmanyāgate vinatāsute || 33 ||
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asadabhyutthite viśve tajjāte bhramasanmaye |
asanmayaparispande tvahaṃ tvaṃ ceti kaḥ kramaḥ || 34 ||
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idaṃ jagadudetyādāvakāraṇamakāraṇāt |
yadakāraṇamudbhūtaṃ tatsadityucyate katham || 35 ||
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aparyantapurākāle mṛdi kumbha ivākṛtiḥ |
deho'bhavadidānīṃ tu tathaivāsti bhaviṣyati || 36 ||
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madhyetarapayomātraṃ kaṃcitkālaṃ calācalam |
ādyantasaumyate tyaktvā vāri vīcitayā yathā || 37 ||
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asminkṣaṇaparispande dehe visaraṇonmukhe |
taraṅge ca nibaddhāsthā ye hatāste kubuddhayaḥ || 38 ||
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prākpurastācca sarvāṇi santi vastūni nābhitaḥ |
madhye sphuṭatvameteṣāṃ kaivāsthā hatarūpiṇī || 39 ||
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cittaṃ pūrvaṃ purastācca ciddeśaṃ śāntamityapi |
sadasadvā khalīnaṃ madhye'sminkiṃ tavoditam || 40 ||
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yathā svapnavikāreṣu yathā saṃbhramadṛṣṭiṣu |
yathā vā madalīlāsu yathā nauyānasaṃbhrame || 41 ||
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yathā dhātuvikāreṣu yathā cendriyaviklave |
yathātisaṃbhramānande doṣāveśadaśāsu ca || 42 ||
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dṛśyate kṣīyate caiva rūpaṃ sadasatoścalam |
tathaiveyamiha tveṣā kāle nyūnātiriktatā || 43 ||
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sā ca tvayā kṛtā nityaṃ citta duḥkhasukhodaye |
yathā viyogayāminyo matayo hanti rāgiṇam || 44 ||
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mayaivehāsadabhyāsānmithyā sadiva lakṣyase |
mṛgatṛṣṇeva tenaitattvatkṛtaṃ matkṛtaṃ bhavet || 45 ||
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yadidaṃ kiṃcidābhogi tatsarvaṃ dṛśyamaṇḍalam |
avastviti vinirṇīya mano yātyamanaḥpadam || 46 ||
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avastvidamiti sphāre rūḍhe manasi niścaye |
hemanta iva mañjaryaḥ kṣīyante bhogavāsanāḥ || 47 ||
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cittvāddṛṣṭātmanā nūnaṃ saṃtyaktamananaujasā |
manasā vītarāgeṇa svayaṃ svasthena bhūyate || 48 ||
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paramātmānale kṣiptaṃ saṃvṛttyāvayavaṃ svayam |
dagdhvātmānamalaṃ cittaṃ śuddhatāmeti śāśvatīm || 49 ||
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dehamanyatayā dṛṣṭvā tyaktvā viṣayavāsanām |
vināśamurarīkṛtya mano jayati vīravat || 50 ||
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manaḥ śatruḥ śarīrasya śarīraṃ manaso ripuḥ |
ekābhāvena naśyete ādhārādheyakāryavat || 51 ||
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rāgadveṣavatornityamanyonyātiviruddhayoḥ |
etayormūlakāṣeṇa vināśaḥ paramaṃ sukham || 52 ||
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etayorekasaṃsthāne mṛtirityeva yā kathā |
sā vyomnyayā striyā bhuktā dhareti kathayā samā || 53 ||
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akṛtrimavirodhasthau yatra saṃghaṭitāvubhau |
dhārā iva patantyeva tatrānarthaparamparāḥ || 54 ||
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mitho viruddhasaṃsarge ratimetyadhamo hi yaḥ |
tyaktavyaḥ sa patadvārāvagnirāśāvalepane || 55 ||
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saṃkalpena manaḥ puṣṭvā śarīraṃ bālayakṣavat |
āyurevāśanānyasmai svaduḥkhāni prayacchati || 56 ||
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tarduḥkhaistāpito deho mano hantumathecchati |
putro'pi hanti pitaramātatāyipadaṃ gatam || 57 ||
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nāsti śatruḥ prakṛtyaiva na ca mitraṃ kadācana |
sukhadaṃ mitramityuktaṃ duḥkhadāḥ śatravaḥ smṛtāḥ || 58 ||
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deho duḥkhānyanubhavansvamano hantumicchati |
dehaṃ manaḥ svaduḥkhānāṃ saṃketaṃ kurute kṣaṇāt || 59 ||
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evaṃ mitho duḥkhadayoḥ śliṣṭayoḥ kaḥ sukhāgamaḥ |
etayordehamanasorjātyaivātiviruddhayoḥ || 60 ||
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manasyeva parikṣīṇe na deho duḥkhabhājanam |
tatkṣayotkatayā nityaṃ deho'pi paridhāvati || 61 ||
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naṣṭānaṣṭamanarthāya śarīraṃ padamāpadām |
alabdhātmavivekena manasā suprajāyate || 62 ||
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ete manaḥśarīre hi mithaḥ pīvaratāṃ gate |
jaḍarūpe hi vapuṣā payodasarasī yathā || 63 ||
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mitho duḥkhāya saṃpanne ekarūpe dvidhā sthite |
vyavahārapare sārdhaṃ loke vāryanalāviva || 64 ||
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citte kṣayiṇi saṃkṣīṇe deho hyāmūlito bhavet |
vardhamāne taruriva śataśākhaḥ pravartate || 65 ||
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kṣīyate manasi kṣīṇe dehaḥ prakṣīṇavāsanaḥ |
mano na kṣīyate kṣīṇe dehe tatkṣapayenmanaḥ || 36 ||
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saṃkalpapādapaṃ tṛṣṇālataṃ chittvā manovanam |
vitatāṃ bhuvamāsādya viharāmi yathāsukham || 67 ||
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prakṣīyamāṇamevedaṃ na mano manasi sthitam |
praśāmyadvāsanājālaṃ prāvṛḍanta ivāmbudaḥ || 68 ||
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dhātūnāṃ saṃniveśo'yaṃ dehanāmā ripurmama |
prakṣīyamāṇe manasi galatveṣo'vatiṣṭhatu || 69 ||
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yadarthaṃ kila bhogaśrīrvāñchate svakalevaram |
tanme nāpi na tasyāhaṃ ko'rthaḥ sukhalavena me || 70 ||
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nāhaṃ deha iti tvasminyuktimākarṇaya krame |
sarvāṅgeṣvapi satsveva śavaḥ kasmānna valgati || 71 ||
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tasmāddehādatīto'haṃ nityo'nastamitadyutiḥ |
yaḥ saṅgaṃ bhāsvatā prāpya vedmi vyomani bhāskaram || 72 ||
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nājño'haṃ naca me duḥkhaṃ nānartho na ca duḥkhitā |
śarīramastu māvāstu sthitosmi vigatajvaraḥ || 73 ||
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yatrātmā tatra na mano nendriyāṇi na vāsanāḥ |
pāmarā paritiṣṭhanti nikaṭe na mahībhṛtaḥ || 74 ||
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padaṃ tadanuyāto'smi kevalosmi jayāmyaham |
nirvāṇosmi niraṃśosmi nirīhosmi nirīpsitaḥ || 75 ||
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idānīmasmyasaṃbaddho manodehendriyādibhiḥ |
pṛthakkṛtasya tailasya tilairvigalanairiva || 76 ||
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svasmātpadavarādasmāllīlayā calitasya me |
pṛthakkṛtamateḥ kiṃca parivāro hyayaṃ śubhaḥ || 77 ||
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svacchatorjitatā sattā hṛdyatā satyatā jñatā |
ānanditopaśamitā sadā ca mṛdubhāṣitā || 78 ||
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pūrṇatodāratā satyā kāntimattaikatānatā |
sarvaikatā nirbhayatā kṣīṇadvitvavikalpatā || 79 ||
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nityoditāḥ samāḥ svasthāḥ sundaryaḥ subhagodayāḥ |
mamaikātmamaternityaṃ kāntā hṛdayavallabhāḥ || 80 ||
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sarvathā sarvadā sarvaṃ sarvasminsaṃbhavatyataḥ |
sarvaṃ prati mama kṣīṇe vāñchāvāñche sukhāsukhe || 81 ||
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vigatamohatayā vimanastayā gatavikalpanacittatayā sphuṭam |
uparamāmyahamātmani śītale ghanalavaḥ śaradīva nabhastale || 82 ||
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